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Personal blog of Yuuiki. May be filled with random crap. musings, daily life, gaming.
Loves: Gackt, Kalafina, Jessie J, gaming, spicy stuff. Dislikes: Sweets, stupidity
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Destination Unknown
Welcome to my blog.
Personal blog of Yuuiki. She didn't care about anything, as long as it could be done. Nothing is more important than herself.
If only one day she could understand. If only one day she could find something worth protecting, then maybe she would be able to grow wings and fly. Their view of her was unimportant, she only needed herself. Isn't that lonely?
You see, she’s the type that is easily attached to someone, or something. Losing it would devastate her. Is that attachment so strong that she lost sight of her surroundings?
Hopefully someday, someone would give her light and lead the way. Hopefully, someone finds the key and opens her heart.
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Well that's a little something that I was writing. It's good story material... will probably use it if I can fit it in my story somewhere XD
Here's the prologue of the story... FIRST time showing it online woo... officially I mean.
1. PROLOGUE
A death quote by Socrates, “The hour of departure has arrived and we go our way; I to die, and you to live. Which is better? Only God knows.”
There she lay, looking at the white ceiling. The room was chilly, filled with solitary. It embraced her soul. A warm hand was holding on to hers, and she heard a soft weep.
“Please stay alive… don’t leave me alone. Don’t leave me again like you did two years ago.”
Barely able to open her eyes, she knew exactly who that was holding on to her hand. Yes, it was that touch which she was so familiar with. How she has longed for Carmen to be back by her side.
This story I’m about to tell is what this all came to, how it came to, and what happens after. Would you please listen to what they have to say?
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Well it's my mom's birthday today... so HAPPY BIRTHDAY! (though I know she won't read my blog... doesn't even know the existence of it lmao). And now we're rushing assignments... submission date is soon XD But we've made good progress.
Today our Social Psychology lecturer/tutor showed us her memorable photos.. many... I said MANY were shocked. She was so thin compared to now lol. But then she's still cool.
Midterm for Maths is on Wednesday... *so soon* ><; ah well... Hopefully I won't die for it. I mean like c'mon let me do Maths = still fine. Adding Economic terms in = making me confused. I'm not meant for calculations!!! Even my IQ test says so.
Hayatochi is re-opening XD I'll be the co-webmistress whee. Which is pretty cool. I miss working on our site.
Labels: h-tochi, update, writing material
Leave a comment here or the chatbox.Hmm I've got so many things on my mind that I don't even know where to start.
This might be a very long entry.
It's giving me headaches =_= So many things that I can't say out loud because... well it's not good things that I want to say. I'm leaving this goddamn place soon and I felt that it's unnecessary to say certain things. But damn >.> It's making me space out. Plus I'm starting to think I have to re-code my blog.
I want to say 'shut the fuck up' sometimes when they talk, I want to say 'leave me alone'. I've wanted to say 'you're annoying me', 'get away from me', 'I don't want to see you right now', 'stop judging people', 'I don't wanna know what you're trying to tell me', 'stop being a dog, that's not your master'.
Most of all I wanted to tell many people to just.... Fucking GROW UP. I know I'm not old enough to tell that to people but damn it stop acting like a 5 year old people. We're all nearing the big TWO ZERO. (and some are past it!).
For some that looked closely enough or cared, they might have noticed I've been acting... out of place at some times recently. I don't give a damn of the situation then, I don't feel like wanting to know. I'm leaving this place soon, I don't want anything out of it. I don't want to bring anything with me. I know I've somehow changed... in many ways. Maybe getting away from everyone might be a good idea after all.
Omfg I'm just so good at writing stuff that's not related to something happy XD.
On the brighter side... I want to say thank you to some people. But there's so much to say individually... I'll put something in general.
Thank you to those people who supported me genuinely. I'm not an easy person to deal with when I'm mad, I'm not a tolerant person either. I have very different thinking compared to many. I don't like many people. But to you who considers me as a friend the time I'm here, I'm grateful... in certain ways. To those who can get me to tell them things I don't tell others, kudos to you. Maybe when I'm not here anymore... I'll put individual names up, but not as thank yous, but as what I thought of you... so you're unable to kill me when I do lol.
I really hate saying thank yous. Because... it's sorta like goodbye.
Anyway, for my boring life here, it has made little progress. We're in week 4 now, so basically I have 3 more weeks to go and I'm getting a new start elsewhere. The mid-term for Social Psychology is down, quiz for maths is down. Only one more mid-term test left next week- Maths.
I've won a customized avy from Misao for hitting her 5000th page view on dA. XD So yay I'm getting one but I don't know what to request hmmm....
And since I have so much on my mind, I decided to make use of it and put it as ideas for the story I started back then. Though I've yet to find time to write most of it. I can... just imagine everything in my mind, every movement, sentence of how it's said, of what's going on in the hearts of the characters but it's hard to actually put it down in words that matches up to it. I should also practice on artworks and focus less on writing since that's what I'm supposed to do but I don't have the right materials yet. Which is sad.
Maybe I should just write right now instead of writing in classes >_>;
These lyrics mean a lot to the story, as well as Last Song. And I love this song to death.
Eyes on Me performed by Faye Wong. These for FFVIII.
Yo stalker, stop stalking my blog ==;
and note to Karyn and Florence... stop uploading my photos without permission ish ish ish!! Or I'll upload the things you don't want people to see =____=''
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Leave a comment here or the chatbox.British
[x] You drink a lot of tea.
[ ] You know what a brolly is.
[ ] Deal or No Deal has taken over your life.
[ ] You wanted Ben to win X Factor.
[x] You use the word "bugger"or the phrase "bloody hell."
[x] Fish and Chips are yummy.
[ ] You can eat a Full English Breakfast.
[ ] You dislike emos almost as much as you dislike chavs.
[x] It's football...not soccer.
Total: 4
Australian
[ ] You wear flip flops all year.
[ ] You call flipflops thongs, not flip flops.
[ ] You love a backyard barbie.
[x] You know a barbie is not a doll.
[ ] You love the beach.
[x] Sometimes you swear without realizing.
[ ] You're a sports fanatic.
[ ] You are tanned.
[ ] You're a bit of a bogan.
[ ] You have an australian something.
Total: 2
Italian
[ ] The Sopranos is a great show.
[x] Your last name ends in a vowel.
[x] Your grandmother makes her own sauces.
[ ] You know how a real meatball tastes.
[x] You know Italian songs.
[x] You have dark hair and dark eye color.
[ ] You speak some Italian.
[x] You are under 5'10''
[ ] You know what a Italian horn is.
[x] Pizza/spaghetti is the best food in the world! (spaghetti!!)
[x] You talk with your hands. (to a certain point yeah XD)
Total: 7
Spanish
[x] You say member instead of Remember.
[ ] You speak spanish or some.
[x] You like tacos.
[ ] YoU TyPe lIkE ThIs On Da CoMpUtEr.
[ ] You are dark skinned.
[ ] You know what a Puta is.
[x] You talk fast occasionally.
[x] You have had highlights or have dyed your hair.
[ ] You know what platanos are.
Total: 4
Russian
[ ] You say villian as: Vee-lon.
[ ] You get short tempered.
[ ] You know of somebody named Natasha.
[ ] You don't get cold easily.
[x] Rain is fun for you.
[x] You get into contests all the time.
[ ] You can easily make do with the cold weather.
Total:2
Irish
[ ] You think beer is the best.
[x] You have a bad temper.
[ ] Your last name starts with a Mc, Murph, O', Fitz or ends with a ley, on, un, an, in, ry, ly, y.
[ ] You have blue or green eyes.
[ ] You like the color green.
[ ] You have been to a st. pattys day party.
[ ] You have a family member from Ireland.
[ ] You have hair everywhere.
[ ] You have/had freckles.
[ ] Your family get-togethers always include drinking and singing.
Total: 1
African American
[x] You say ni#*a/nukka casually.
[ ] You have nappy hair.
[x] You like rap.
[ ] You know how to shoot a gun.
[ ] You think President George Walker Bush is racist.
[ ] You like chicken.
[ ] You like watermelon.
[x] You can dance.
[ ] You refer to people as 'dawg' or 'homie'.
[x] You can 'sing' gospel.
Total: 4
Asian
[ ] You have slanty/small eyes.
[x] You like rice a lot.
[ ] You are good at math.
[x] You play/have played the piano.
[x] You have family from asia.
[x] You laugh sometimes covering your mouth.
[ ] Most people think you're Chinese.
[ ] You call hurricanes typhoons.
[ ] You go to Baulko.
Total: 4
German
[x] You like bread.
[ ] You think German Chocolate is good.
[ ] You speak some German.
[ ] You know what Schnitzel is.
[x] You went to pre-school.
[ ] You're over 5'2.
[ ] You like Limburger cheese.
Total: 2
Canadian
[ ] You like/play/played hockey.
[ ] You love beer.
[x] You say eh. A lot.
[ ] You know what poutine is.
[ ] You speak some French.
[ ] You love Tim Horton's.
[ ] At one point you lived in a farm house.
[ ] You watch/watched degrassi.
Total: 1
American
[ ] You hate foriegners.
[ ] You hate non-Christians.
[x] You're lazy.
[ ] You are not cultured.
[ ] You hate abortion.
[x] But love the death penalty.
[ ] You don't read.
[ ] You shop at walmart.
[x] You think this survey is rather biased.
Total: 3
LOL I'm not Italian, I'm Azn... even tho it's the same score with African American, Spanish and British. Oh god I'm so mixed lmao. But seriously I'm Asian, like pure Asian type =_=;
Feel free to do this XD
Yeah damn right I said bullshit lol.
Anyways we celebrated Jeff's birthday today. Our evil plan was to surprise him... with a twist of course! (because I'm that twisted XD) . The initial plan was done together with my PIC (partners in crime)- Karyn, *chou* John and Kar Yee. Florence was left out of the initial plan because she was busy on that night. The evil mastermind - me, came up with a plan hoping to give Jeff a heart attack lol.
We were to go out and have 'dinner'. Karyn and I were supposed to be going out a little later, then Karyn will call Florence (who was left out of this plan) to tell her that we got involved in a bike accident. So she can have the *NATURAL* reaction to tell Jeff about the accident, BAM the heart attack XD
But the plan was changed cause Florence said go to her house and play cards so... we changed it a little. Go to Florence's house to plan cards while Karyn and I will "prepare at Karyn's house". But actually we're gonna go to my house. We didn't answer any phone calls while waiting at Pizza Hut... ordering pizza :D So when we were done, Kar Yee called Florence, saying that we got into accident and hurry over.
Florence, smart little thing sniffed that it was a lie but went with it and even brought over some ointment to make it seem more real. She came into my room first lol, and then Jeff came in, we shouted "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" to him XD He was holding his chest like kena heart attack hahaha.
But yeah you got pizza and cake for yer -early- birthday :3
So all in all, the plan was a SUCCESS!!!!
Oh yeah Kar Yee wanted to buy a ham ham but ended up with a wabbit lol x3 She named it Tammy, but I insisted on calling it ChocoBanana (I like naming pets with food items). and ChuiLynn's wabbit is called 'Stupid You' XD I call it Milk Pocky~
Later after Jeff's b-day thingy, Kar Yee and I went to da gei, l4d again lol with Calvin this time. Omfg they off the god mode while I was down with the mobs in the last stage. OMFG those assholes killed me D: (jkjk) XD Was funny tho, we were actually trying to kill the stupid AI that wouldn't move, then a mob pulled me down =_=;
CHOCO!!!
~End of update~
Labels: b-day, chocobanana, jeff, rabbit
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