Destination Unknown
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Personal blog of Yuuiki. May be filled with random crap. musings, daily life, gaming.
Loves: Gackt, Kalafina, Jessie J, gaming, spicy stuff. Dislikes: Sweets, stupidity
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Destination Unknown
Welcome to my blog.
Personal blog of Yuuiki. Hmm I've got so many things on my mind that I don't even know where to start.
This might be a very long entry.
It's giving me headaches =_= So many things that I can't say out loud because... well it's not good things that I want to say. I'm leaving this goddamn place soon and I felt that it's unnecessary to say certain things. But damn >.> It's making me space out. Plus I'm starting to think I have to re-code my blog.
I want to say 'shut the fuck up' sometimes when they talk, I want to say 'leave me alone'. I've wanted to say 'you're annoying me', 'get away from me', 'I don't want to see you right now', 'stop judging people', 'I don't wanna know what you're trying to tell me', 'stop being a dog, that's not your master'.
Most of all I wanted to tell many people to just.... Fucking GROW UP. I know I'm not old enough to tell that to people but damn it stop acting like a 5 year old people. We're all nearing the big TWO ZERO. (and some are past it!).
For some that looked closely enough or cared, they might have noticed I've been acting... out of place at some times recently. I don't give a damn of the situation then, I don't feel like wanting to know. I'm leaving this place soon, I don't want anything out of it. I don't want to bring anything with me. I know I've somehow changed... in many ways. Maybe getting away from everyone might be a good idea after all.
Omfg I'm just so good at writing stuff that's not related to something happy XD.
On the brighter side... I want to say thank you to some people. But there's so much to say individually... I'll put something in general.
Thank you to those people who supported me genuinely. I'm not an easy person to deal with when I'm mad, I'm not a tolerant person either. I have very different thinking compared to many. I don't like many people. But to you who considers me as a friend the time I'm here, I'm grateful... in certain ways. To those who can get me to tell them things I don't tell others, kudos to you. Maybe when I'm not here anymore... I'll put individual names up, but not as thank yous, but as what I thought of you... so you're unable to kill me when I do lol.
I really hate saying thank yous. Because... it's sorta like goodbye.
Anyway, for my boring life here, it has made little progress. We're in week 4 now, so basically I have 3 more weeks to go and I'm getting a new start elsewhere. The mid-term for Social Psychology is down, quiz for maths is down. Only one more mid-term test left next week- Maths.
I've won a customized avy from Misao for hitting her 5000th page view on dA. XD So yay I'm getting one but I don't know what to request hmmm....
And since I have so much on my mind, I decided to make use of it and put it as ideas for the story I started back then. Though I've yet to find time to write most of it. I can... just imagine everything in my mind, every movement, sentence of how it's said, of what's going on in the hearts of the characters but it's hard to actually put it down in words that matches up to it. I should also practice on artworks and focus less on writing since that's what I'm supposed to do but I don't have the right materials yet. Which is sad.
Maybe I should just write right now instead of writing in classes >_>;
These lyrics mean a lot to the story, as well as Last Song. And I love this song to death.
Eyes on Me performed by Faye Wong. These for FFVIII.